I'm going to play TWIGGS in a bit. Kisa is attacking my foot. >< But she is so cute when she does it you just have to forgive her. *hearts all around* :3 She enjoys pawing at the computer screen when she sees the cursor, I have the urge to take a picture of her. ;-; That is all. <3Love my kitty.. I command it.Plus Boog is like.. fat now but it is adorable. <3

I have been creative!!!Gackt-sama! *swoon*My favorite Furuba couple. ^^Gackt pic x-posted to cult_of_Gackt

LJ cuts added so I won't get on anybuddy's nerves. XD
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Does anybody remember Boy George from Culture Club?Is it an odd thing for a 14 year old to like his music?My "friends" says so.-.-;;

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I wish I had Tess and everybody else to be my friend. I guess that will never happen again. I mean, from a unknown source, I found Sara, Alicia, and Tess' journals. It really upsets me seeing them so happy. To know that they can brush me off that easily. I only have internet friends and people whom I talk to at the bookgroup. My mom told me that she never had any friends when she was my age. But when she got older, she was really popular at school. I doubt I'll ever be like that. I don't want to be alone anymore. But it always feels like I am. I get this pain in my chest, right around my heart where it just hurts. I don't know what it is. I just hate it. It happened alot when I'd see Tess hanging out with other people. I admit I was overprotective of her. I know I should not have been. I just didn't want her to leave me. Now that has become a reality I have no body I can interact with in real life besides my family and cats. If you are reading this then you aren't a good listener, huh? I know you will probably think that I am emo or just crying out for attention. But one of my old teachers told me to write out my feelings. I don't have enough attention to do it on paper and pencil, I've lost my gift of poetry, my gift of drawing. I just don't know what to do anymore. I haven't been reading my books for SAA. I have read one and I get the main concept of it but the other two are long and boring. I don't want to be forced to read. I want to read what I am able to get into. Plus, I can't keep my attention on it. It strays to my cats, my mom or my computer. I just don't get why this is. Switching gears, I want to change everything I am online, get a new e-mail, new LJ, new accounts on everything and just be alone in this cyber world. But I'm scared I might miss some of you. That I cannot lose every part of myself. I want to be my shy, bookworm self I was before everything happened, before my life plunged, before my sister stopped caring, before all these bad things happened to mom. I just want everything to go away. I'm sorry for taking up the time of people who acutally read this. Well this is good-bye. I think.~MuneMuneNyo "Shelby"

You Are 14 Years Old
14 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe.13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences.30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more!40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax.What Age Do You Act?

Watched Suicide Club...Hence the new layout.. Aren't a smartass??Comments loved. <3

I just got done watching it, I was so lost at the end...Questions:-What did the children have to do with the killings? -Also about the kids, who were making those phone calls to that police officer? Why?-When the guy was peeling the skin off the womens' backs, why was he doing it? Why were the children there?-Did the girl at the end ever kill herself? The one whos boyfriend jumped off the building and landed on her.-Who killed the police officers' family?-Did "The Bat" ever die? -How did the girl group, Dessert fit into all this?

TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The SurveyName:ShelbyBirthday:4/23/91Birthplace:SavannahCurrent Location:An IslandEye Color:HazelHair Color:MaroonHeight:5'8Right Handed or Left Handed:AmbidextrousYour Heritage:*pulls down map of Europe* THERE!The Shoes You Wore Today:White flip-flops with flowers on themYour Weakness:My emotions, cats, shtuffYour Fears:Spiders, BUGSYour Perfect Pizza:CHEESE! and um.... CHEESEGoal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:Loose weightYour Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger::3Thoughts First Waking Up:Lemme check my e-mail~Your Best Physical Feature:HairYour Bedtime:Anytime I feel like itYour Most Missed Memory:Huh?Pepsi or Coke:CokeMacDonalds or Burger King:McDonaldsSingle or Group Dates:SingleLipton Ice Tea or Nestea:LiptonChocolate or Vanilla:VanillaCappuccino or Coffee:CappuccinoDo you Smoke:NoDo you Swear:YesDo you Sing:YesDo you Shower Daily:NoHave you Been in Love:YesDo you want to go to College:YesDo you want to get Married:YesDo you belive in yourself:NoDo you get Motion Sickness:YesDo you think you are Attractive:NoAre you a Health Freak:YesDo you get along with your Parents:YesDo you like Thunderstorms:NoDo you play an Instrument:YesIn the past month have you Drank Alcohol:NoIn the past month have you Smoked:NoIn the past month have you been on Drugs:NoIn the past month have you gone on a Date:NoIn the past month have you gone to a Mall:NoIn the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:NoIn the past month have you eaten Sushi:NoIn the past month have you been on Stage:YesIn the past month have you been Dumped:NoIn the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:NoIn the past month have you Stolen Anything:NoEver been Drunk:YesEver been called a Tease:Yes ._.;;Ever been Beaten up:YesEver Shoplifted:NoHow do you want to Die:In my sleepWhat do you want to be when you Grow Up:A teacher or manga-kaWhat country would you most like to Visit:JapanIn a Boy/Girl..Favourite Eye Color:BrownFavourite Hair Color:Anything really except blonde >.oShort or Long Hair:LongHeight:As long as they are taller than meWeight:Probably skinnier than meBest Clothing Style:Whatever them/I feel comfy inNumber of Drugs I have taken:N/ANumber of CDs I own:More than 5Number of Piercings:NoneNumber of Tattoos:NoneNumber of things in my Past I Regret:Don't get me started.CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

My sister got a new boyfriend, zippididoo da. What else is fucking new? Me and mom have never met him so that gives me and mom something to worry about. Like if he does bad things or takes advantage of her. I am positive they have done the "dirty" by how late she stays out. She stays out past the city curfew and if she gets arrested or whatnot... I do not care. Mom took her car keys and her phone, but considering how mom is she will most likely give them back after my sister has begged and cried and whatnot. I try to imagine myself at her age, I doubt I'll be like her, even my mom says so. I hope not. Shifting gears, let us talk about me. My hair is short and maroon. Dear Lord how dyke looking can I get? I just feel like... eh... I dunno. I've had thoughts to cut but I let my feelings out to Andrew. He's the only one who understands. (Heh. Don't I sound a little emo?) My weight concerns me now, for over a few months, my pinky finger and half of my ring finger has been numb. I may need to go to a chiropractor but I'm trying to loose wight. I've lost 10 pounds. (woot) I've been reading The Double Helix for school but I can hardly understand anyhing. Like a is a phage? How do I pronounce it? But, I need to finish it then move onto Jane Eyre. Heh, that book is a biggie. I don't read as much as I used to, my mind doesn't want to concentrate on it. I doubt I'm ADHD, even if I was, my mom would notice, considering how she is surrounded by them at work. Who knows? Moving on, more about me. (Don't read!) I want to go back to the psychologist, I miss her alot. I keep wondering how she is and how her daughter is. I wonder if her dog had died yet, she seems so old. But if I go back, I have no idea what to talk about. I really fear asking my mom about it. Oh, speaking of my mom, let us move to her! ^_^ Next Wednesday she is going into surgery. No need to fear, it's a Histoectamy. (sp?) Most females get it when they get old, like my mom. It seems like a godsend but the things you have to do before that is hell. Like shaving.. down... there. I'm not going to be here Wednesday so don't look for me. (Like any of you do. ;-;) I'm gonna be at the hospital. I might bring my cell if I remember to charge it, so if any of you want to check on my mom, feel free to call. I know one of you will worry about my dearest mother. *smiles some* And I might not be on as much up until Monday, I have to play a nurse to my mom. I don't mind. I love my mother, so I don't really care. Not like my sister will be a nurse to her. Well, I have to go, I need to put my computer desk together. My days of sitting on the floor typing are almost over! Woot! Well comment if you want. Lost of love to you all.*hugs* Shelby

You're one of Mana's favorite dates..! Wow, go you!Be sure to terrorize all in your tracks, MWAHA! How Well Would Your Date with Mana Go? brought to you by QuizillaGet away fangirls! Mana = MINE!

I went to get my hair cut again. (Yey for Gay Asian Men Hair Stylists) :BMy hair is like all the way gone. ;-; I miss it for some reason. But phear not, I bring pictures! 1: 2: Second one is sucky. :/ Anyways, Gaia is down for maintainance and I am mad. I purchased a pet and I want it dammit! ><;; In a few minutes I am dyeing it purple for I not know what I do. :/ Comment, dammit!

You start with 100% and subtract 5% for everything you've done. Hahah.1. Smoked 2. Drank alcohol -53. Done drugs -54. Have fingered/been fingered -55. Given a handjob/gotten a handjob -56. French kissed -57. Felt someone up/been felt up -58. Given a blowjob/gotten a blowjob -59. Licked out someone/been licked out -510. Had sex -511. Had a threesome 12. Given or taken it in the butt 13. Made a sex tape14. Done any sexual act on a school campus15. Peed on someone's lawn while drunk 16. Had sex/messed around in your room while your parents were home 17. Had sex/messed around in a public place or somewhere where there was at least one person present -518. Gotten caught having a party -519. Used sex toys 20. Snuck into someone's room/your own room after being out

I'm a DJ for a online radio station. :3Doesn't get any better.

Dear World,I AM SHELBY. ><;;;;;(Sorry... just needed to let that out.)

01. Reply with your name and I will write something I like about you.02. I will then tell what song/movie/icon reminds me of you.03. If I were to apply an o'clock to you, I'll tell you what it would be.04. I will try to name a single word that best describes you.05. I'll tell you the most memorable moment I've had with you.06. I will tell you what animal or celebrity you remind me of.07. I'll then tell you something that I've always wondered about you.08. Put this in your journal.To Aekei:I started on the furry fandom because one of my friends told me about it. They said that with my personality the way it is, I would be a deifinite furry. I researched as much as I could about it and discovered my animal and I am a furry. I like it because I have met alot of friends, found some good subjects to draw and found out the wonders of furry pron. :B (joking about the last one)

Graduation was fun. I scored some cake a punch. FOR FREE :OAlso, I cried even though middle school was hell. I can't wait to go to SAA. *gets anxious* I wonder if it'll be like a Shoujo manga? Who knows? Doubt it. :p Want pictures? Just IM me or e-mail me. I wore a skirt. :o Even the tomboyiest can wear skirts. :o *yawns* I have no idea why I am so tired. ;-; Anyyyyyways, I wanna be part of that meme. ;-; With the tapping and tagging and writing down lists of friends. ;-; Poo. Oh well. I liked my answers so far except I don't like Barry anymore. -.-;; He is Onii-Sama! ONII-SAMA! I got my Chii Ears in the mail, if ya'll are lucky, you will see a Persocom named Shelby. Much love and please comment in my journals more often. Shelby needs some love. ;-;*hugs all*

Anybody want to share the joy of a microphone conversation with me? ;-;

5ver: I'm glad you have the inspiration to draw again. I'm real proud.Aekei: I'm sad to hear what happened to Jill but I'm proud of you for telling her your feelings. Plus for being there for her in her time in need. cme_tom: *points and waves arm* You are OLD! XD;; But you shtill are funnay. XD;; :3Wally: My random onii-sama. XD You are too funny. :3Cammy: I hope you feel better. ;-; I hate a sick Cammy. She's not as hyper and funny. ;-; But she is still cool to talk to.Barry: Don't stop writing your awesome poetry. I'm a big fan of your poetry. ^_^Jas-chan: I hope things go good for you. I worry about you alot from the posts in your LJ. I hope we can talk soon. ^_^Vaska: MONGOOSES ARE TEH AWESOME. XD;;; *points* MY HUMOR!Fuyuko: Thanks for being one of my first furry friends. I still love my birfday gift. <3Josh: I hope we can be good friends again. I always need somebody with experience in life to talk to when I have troubles. The reason why I wrote this was because all of ya'll have been my friends over a year. I hope to hold onto these friendships as long as I can if not forever. I hope to meet you all on my travels in life. Through everything you were there for me to talk to if I got bored or needed help emotionally. I know I have been a pain in the ass with my "emo" phase. I have been told I have been getting over that needy phase. I just thank you all for being there next to me. Most of you might not know but it takes me awhile to word my thoughts and type or write it. That's why the words of encourgaement are so short. *hugs for you all*~Shelby